Invisible Sun
December 19, 2008

My humanity’s skin
Fits me.
I am its strengths
Its weaknesses.
From a childhood
Of secrets,
Being good,
Invisible, the good girl-
Comes this ability-
To see and hear,
To not be seen,
To be the observer.
Yet, in the hidden
Corners lies danger.
The soul risks slow submersion
When hidden in the dark.
When the good girl
Becomes the grounding,
The listener, the receiver,
Obscured from the light,
Death begins its
Slow creep.
Innocuously, like
Mitosis, splitting
The self from
Self, light, and air.
It is insidious and
It is death.
She becomes a secret.
She becomes the lie.
She becomes others lies.
She becomes invisible.
Turning towards the
Dungeon’s door,
The tearing of tectonic
Magnitude, she walks away,
Into the light.
kimsmith

Dancing in the Sunshine
Exhaling
December 19, 2008

So ugly,
You were beautiful
In your elegant stubbornness;
Your life gift
Sitting on the porch
I rocked you in my arms;
The prairie house
Held us in the
Big sky.
The cornfield,
Harvested, stubbled,
Enchanted as the
Ladybugs swarmed
The only moment
Of distress, the prick
Of the needle-
Irritated you.
So, I told
You stories of
Being a baby
About shots myself.
I told you love.
I told you goodbye.
I told you, it is okay.
And, you knew.
So, we rocked
As we
Exhaled
In
Love.
kimsmith
