Fire
April 21, 2008
Gold Nude

I am fire
in the water
falling over
the air
that breathes me,
annihilates me.
Dividing me,
divining me
from the
fog that
held me
once.
Now I
swim in
flames screaming
truths
I cannot hear
the sound inside me;
its silence
overwhelms me.
kimsmith
Flaming Love
I Knew I Hurt
April 21, 2008
I ate the food;
Drank the drink,
I knew I hurt.
Took the pill,
Kept the job,
I knew I hurt
Did the therapy
Talked words~
I knew I hurt
Stinging words
Did not know.
I knew I hurt
I made friends
Who held me close
I knew I hurt
I loved him
The present absence
I knew I hurt
Sumptuously I cooked
Fed with love
I knew I hurt
I heard their music
I played in looks
I knew I hurt
Not me,
I whispered
I knew I hurt
I worked hard~
I said healing!
I knew I hurt
I loved the one,
Dancing in time.
I knew I hurt
Struggling in the fray,
Fucking in the moments~
I knew I hurt
But, I did not know
Knowing.
One night
Someone came.
Seeing me,
Speaking my
Truth
Ripped through
My Soul
Curled up fetal
On the bed
I knew I hurt
Through the opening
Wind howls
Abrading the hurt
With caresses
That ached
And stung
And bristled
And rebelled~
Till silence
Held me close.
kimsmith
Street Abandon
Then I Met You (AKA Kim Is In Love)
April 21, 2008
Then I Met You
Thought that I’d be happy
Going to be so happy
Living life alone and never sharing anything
Thought that I was finished
Thought that I was complete
Thought that I was whole instead of being half of something
Thought that I was growing
Growing older, wiser
Understanding why this world held nothing for my spirit
Thought that I was destined
Destined to be nothing
Destined to be nothing in this world and then I met you.
I met you
Thought that God had failed me
Thought my prayers were useless
Thought that he would never give the chance for me to praise him
Thought the book was written
Thought the game had ended
Thought the song was sung and I could never sing another
Thought my faith was misplaced
Thought my back was broken
Broken by a weight that I was never fit to carry
Thought I knew this city
Thought I knew all about it
And then one night I went to Morningside and you were waiting
I met you
The Proclaimers




